thoughts/ Mabel Three years already Kev. Sometimes its feels like yesterday.. I know I did not write for a long time but this does not mean I am not thinking about u often.. Pat and I sometimes sit in the garden remembering the times we passed together. Your tree is so big now. We are looking after it so much. Indie always trying to bit it and eat some of the leafs. So Im forever have to tell her off and look after it b4 she does eat it...The other day the tree gave us a flower I take it its from you thank you Kev.. I hope you find peace and that you are happy where you are now. Remember dear Kev we never ever will forget you. You were a very special person in our lives and im so glad I have meet you.Thank you Kev... lots and lots of love alwaysClose
THINKIN OF YOU TODAY & EVERYDAY♥ / CATHY~MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD Read >>
THINKIN OF YOU TODAY & EVERYDAY♥ / CATHY~MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD
OUR ANGEL IN HEAVEN / Mabel (Natalies mum )Read >>
OUR ANGEL IN HEAVEN / Mabel (Natalies mum )
Kevin its been a year and a half already and as I said before feels so long and like yesterday. Its hard to explain but I know you understand. There is not a day we dont think about you darling. When I go to the garden the first think I do is to look at your tree. At the moment looks a bit sad, not leafs at all but full of life growing lots and lots.I dont need to look at the tree to remember you Kev but thats the first think I see when I go to the garden. Wishing so much to see your cheecky smile once more. Now you are an angel (I know Johnny told me so) shinning down on those who love you and you loved. Looking after Natalie for me as I asked you, she loves Uni so much but I think even if she is happy there and doing what she loves I know she is a bit home sick, missing her dear friends and may be us both too. lol. I hope you guide her all the way until the day she'll recieve her degree. As I write this to you I can see in my mind you smiling face. Remember the day we went to Asdas to buy things for natalies 18th? It was so funny. I have the picture of you riding the mobility chair. The truth is I have that image in my mind. What can I say that I did not say before. Pat and I miss you so much and love you lots,xxxxx
Johnny's tears / Silv Lamport
Just thought I'd let you know that J.J was at Mabel's when he began to talk about you. He says he misses you playing with him like you used to- and his eyes glazed over. Bless my little darling child, he did love you so... He is growing up very quickly, but I sense you can see that. I hope you'll always be by his side... Big kiss to you in Heaven Close
Our Big,Bright Angel. / Samantha Owens (A Friend )Read >>
Our Big,Bright Angel. / Samantha Owens (A Friend )
8 months...I cant believe how fast it has gone but also how slow...? There are days when i can listen to songs,think of you,go to the site and im fine but then i do find it hard to cope.I know you wouldnt want me to feel like that but it shows how much you truly influenced my life. The first friend of Brain's that i really really got on well with, i think most people could vouch for that too. As each day passes, i wonder what your doing? What can Kev see? I know your always around those who are really close to you as ive heard and seen it literally! lol. Your still very cheeky! But please leave nats bathroom light alone when im in there doing my shizzzz!! Haha!! Speaking of Nat...She is most definatly the strongest person i know, How does she do it? She has her down days but most of the time she embraces you,Laughs and smiles.I truly believe that you two loved eachother very much and will definalty meet again.Keep her safe and do what youve got to do....(You know what i mean!)
I really really really miss you...
Remember 'beating hearts baby!!' i sent you that on MSN!! i laugh when i hear it.What a tunnne!!
Sleep well big bright angel! Keep safe,Smile and SING! because your a fab singer,Right!?!
Love you kev!!! night night. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my darling Kev / Mabel Doyle (nats mum ) Another year Kev and I wish so much we could have u with us. Natalie managed to pass xmas and new year alright. Obviously we keep on thinking about you all of us. Especially when we all wish each other a merry xmas or happy new year. Johnny a few times remain us of you being in heaven. He always talks about you, and I know even if he is only 4 he misses you lots and wishes you were here to play with him. Tomorrow it will be 8 months since you fell asleep. It feels like an eternity and at the same time like a day. Its so difficult especially for your mum, dad and Dave, u need to keep on giving them the strength they need to keep on. I know u r around us lots and that helps a bit to cope. Your friends are missing you terrible, its not a day goes by without thinking about you Kev. In my mind I keep on seeing you standing at the door at 3.45pm when you used to arrive home from work, with your big smile and cheecky ways. That helps me a lot, I know it may sound silly but its true. Keep shinning my darling and helping all the people who needs you. LOVE YOU SO MUCH xxxxxxClose
Happy New Year Kev / Silv Lamport
Well darling, it's 2008 and we don't miss you any less. Johnny had a fantastic christmas - spoily rotten by santa as usual... Your mum and dad got him a fab Dora the Explorer puzzle which he now does with his eyes closed! You know how he loves his puzzles. You'd love his 'big boy' room - full of 'Disney Cars' stuff. You would absolutely loooooove it! At least you weren't roped into painting those blasted walls which took us ages to get right! You are never far from my thoughts gorgeous boy. You still do little things in conjunction with Johnny to tell me at least that you're still around him. I don't need to explain, you know what I mean... In my 34 years I have learnt that life is very unfair, cruel at times and downright heartwrenching at others. Your passing has been just that Kev and much more...What a special kid you were to me! Shine your light on all those who love you especially mum, dad and David. Don't you dare forget about your 'likkle man' though! He's getting so grown up now. At the risk of sounding biased being his mum, he's still very much a delight to be around. You would love him even more now ( is that at all possible?).... Just wanted to wish you a Happy New Year 'smiler'. Love you lots Kev. All our love, Andrew Silv and J.J XXXXXXX Close
I'm going to miss you this Christmas! / Natalie Doyle (Girlfriend)
Do you remember the first time we laid eyes on each other? I do… I remember it as if it was just yesterday. Do you remember the first time I told you I loved you, you smiled and said it back you meant it, I meant it my dear. You’ve travelled too far to bring you back, but it doesn’t mean this is it. I’ve not travelled enough to begin to understand why things turned out how they did. I miss you my dear. I still sit up late at night imagining what it would feel like to have your arms hug me once more, when I used to lay my head on your chest listening to your heartbeat, my favourite thing to do…I miss that my love. I’ve pictured what it would be like if I could see you one more time, what I would say and where we could go, but no single day would be enough to give me time to say all I need to say. It’s been just over half a year, when you put it like that it seems to have gone so fast! But how can time speed up when you’re not having fun?! And then, I realised a lesson you taught me. Live. Live everyday and embrace it. If you have something to say, say it; something to do, do it, somewhere you want to be, go there! (But as much as I have taken this to heart, I do still love a lay in…. “don’t sleep your life away…” is so much easier said than done when you like a good old sleep like me, or have a hangover! Heh - I still don’t understand how you could get up at 9am and go do something with a hangover!) The hardest part for me to grasp is that we haven’t ended, we never will, death broke us up, it’s still hard to comprehend that ‘it can happen to you’ the shock comes and goes. Since that say I met you, my life changed to something I could not even imagine, but then you fell asleep that day, and my life changed again. I always think about you, and talk about you even more. Christmas is coming up and your mum, me, my mum, Sam and Brains decorated your site, I left you a Christmas tree, it looks really cool, but when it was all done I couldn’t help but think, that this is the best gift I can give you now, digging up weeds and leaving you a teddy. I hope you see it though. I won’t say goodbye, because it’s not let’s leave it at “see you soon…” I miss you. Love you so much; Bubbles. x x
OUR SPECIAL KEV / Mabel (Natalies mum ) Our dear Kev, just thought to tell you that the other day we were talking with Nat and she pointed something I did not realized. So I thought to let you know. When Pat is at home and 3.30 or 3.45 arrives he looks at the window. That was the time you used to come home. He feels a big hole in his life since you gone, and we all miss your smile, cheecky ways and every thing about you. Kev we never never will forget you, how could we? There was only ONE KEV a special one indid... x0x0x0xClose
Happy Thanksgiving / Family Of William Myers Read >>
Just thought i'd let you know that i am always thinking about you Kev . I had a great time in Spain with Abu and Tata and played in the sea every day - I love the water just like you. I hope you know that I love you lots- to the moon and back! I saw a picture of you yesterday and told mama that you're still in heaven. Everybody knows that's where you are now... So fly high Kev Your little friend Johnny...